Saturday, September 02, 2006

p.s. I'm a little sleepy again today. I was interviewed about 'Dieux Jr.' on a late night French radio program, and my body clock hasn't kept up. But it was a cool show. They had video game experts and an indie music aficionado there to talk about the music and game references in the novel, so it was unusually a blast. Oh, I need to apologize for a misstep yesterday. When I said Akashic Press had contacted the writers in 'Userlands,' I was wrong. I misunderstood something they said to me. They're just now beginning to contact the authors, so no worries. I'm sorry for the stress, etc. ** Tender prey, A hooray from me about your positive viewing of 'The Devil, Probably.' 'Say Hello Wave Goodbye' almost always tears me up. The 'off the rails' part. I'm tearing up just thinking about it. I have big love for it too. I wonder what Marc Almond is like. I wonder if he'd be interesting and fun to hang out with. I guess yes. You know him at all? ** Paradigm, Nice song. Well, nice lyrics, I mean. What's the music like? Yeah, your job must really bring the aging thing home. I think I said this before, but I greatly admire you for your willingness/interest to help people in such a grim if natural situation. ** Atheist, Speaking as an anarchist, your losing control here is A-okay. Thanks for the kind thoughts about my dad. It's definitely a weird, hard time for me between exile, parents facing the end, fiction writing blockage, etc. But being here provides a nice little antidote. ** Akechikogorou, Bad phrasing on my part. I don't know the Cleaners. I was just curious what they are, but it sounds up my alley, Pollard being my god and all. ** T.pkendall, Rage? Why? Well, I'll go check your updated blog and maybe find out. Very good to see you, btw. ** Statictick, Cool, re. impending loop. Maybe white chocolate bones would work, no? Oh, I'm sure there'll be trekkers to Detroit for the 'Userlands' event. We'll make it unavoidable somehow. ** Jax, Thanks much for posting the Berlinale info. It does sound snazzy. I may hit you up for advice once we get into the 'Jerk' radio play construction phase, if you don't mind. ** David ehrenstein, Yeah 'The Grass Harp' is really lovely. I've got it on vinyl. Kenward took me to see Barbara Cook do her cabaret show ages ago, my one and only cabaret experience, and we hung with her afterwards. She was a crack up, very sweet. You know her? I love that O'Hara poem. That line 'But is the earth ...' is so genius. So do Broadway plays have taped orchestras these days, or some guy with a laptop, or ...? ** Bernard welt, No, Kenward never had me up to his Calais place, although he was always hinting at an invitation. Gosh, I really miss those early 80s NYC days before everyone died. Sweet John Bernd. Not to mention so many others. I was trying to explain to Yury just yesterday what it was like to be young and have all your friends dying around you all the time. And I was telling him how I had this tight gang of NYC pals who I saw or talked to every day: Brad Gooch, Howard Brookner, Chris Cox, Tim Dlugos, Donald Britton, and how the only one still alive is Brad. It's weird how one goes into denial about the horrors of going through the early days of the AIDS crisis. It's like I forcibly make myself forget until the topic arises, and I start doing the math, and the dead start outnumbering the living -- Larry Stanton, Bo Huston, Arnold Fern, Joe Brainard, most of Tim Dlugos' boyfriends, etc. -- and it's hard to imagine we found ways to get through that, but a few of us did. Anyway, sorry for the sadness. Seeing Tim's and John's and Arthur's and Joe's names ... you know. ** Sypha_69, Oh, on the Current 93 thing: I'd really need to reinvestigate the music to condemn it. The reason I said that was because I was somewhere recently, in a record store or something, and the store was playing music I didn't immediately recognize, and the songs' 'oh, glorious, red death, my only friend'-style lyrics struck me as so absurd that I asked them, 'What the fuck is this shit?' and it was C93, so I had a kneejerk 'this stuff doesn't hold up at all' reaction when I probably should have thought, Remember never to buy whatever C93 album they were playing. You've only been to three concerts? Wow, you have so much pleasure ahead of you, all the moreso because the concert experience itself will possess a good percentage of magic. ** Tosh, Lewis Furey was an odd presence at the 'Death of Glam' concert because, visually, he was clearly trying to get in the Glam spirit, but the music itself was very un-Glam, so he bewildered the crowd. But that concert, which was full of glories -- the NY Dolls, Iggy, Silverhead, Kim Fowley hosting, etc. -- was an odd one, i.e. one of the bands playing was Flo and Eddie. ?!? But anyway ... You know, I think I'll do a Day on musical artists whom I think deserve a Day to themselves but whose lack of related online material prevents such a thing from happening. Lewis Furey being one. And there are several other such people that spring to mind. Yeah, that's a good idea. Let me see if I can make it work. Thanks for inspiring that. ** Joe mills, Oh, I really quite like the two fiction pieces on your blog. They both in different ways have this really great quality of being highly chiseled and discursive at the same time. A taut rambling quality, a sculpted yet casual/colloquial quality. And with no show-boating and trickery, no theatrical Scottish-isms. Very nice. I want to read your books. Yeah, you can hand them to me in Glasgow or whatever, as long as I get to pore over them at some point. ** Goo-goo, That is a truly frightening case, as is any case where the unimaginative try to police the imagination, and such a fucking typical show-boating diversionary tactic. God fucking help us, etc. ** Nikolas, Pere Lachaise, easy as pie. Exhibitions: surely. I'll check what's up. ** Morgan, Hey. Really good to see you. I've been wondering how you're doing. The writing slumps always pass. Don't worry about it at all. You're just in a rebuilding period, writing-wise. I hope the move goes smoothly. Come back soon. ** Porcelain skull, BW propped me? I'll have a look. There've been a hundred Friezes? Weird. Where does the time go? Are you good? I'm ... okay. Let's just leave it that. But you? ** Maximum etc., Excellent news about the anthology. You have me super curious about this 'experimental' Joyce Carol Oates thing. I mean ... what in the world? Well, nice lure. I'll go look at your short-short. ** Antonio, Of course you aced the psych exam. I mean, come on, duh, etc. But I congratulate you nonetheless. 'Death on the Installment Plan' is a good one. I'm glad the murder mystery is gathering fog. Do you know this fashion magazine on DVD called FLY? I've been getting all these hypey emails about it. Moody indie-style movie-ettes in place of fashion shoots. Lagerfeld talking about his love of literature. !?! Big party here for it during fashion week. What do you know? Thumbs up, down, sideways? ** Garrison, Oh, see above about the Akashic thing. Rohmer did this really cool -- as I recall -- film about, err, maybe Lancelot, all shot on soundstages. Can't remember the name. Very odd movie, kind of special odd, like Louis Malles's 'Black Moon' (starring Joe Dallesandro). ** Math tinder, Crescenta-Canada Valley: Did we already talk/commiserate about your being there and my having gone to school there -- Flintridge Prep? I forget. In any case, that school/area played no small part in my drug adventuring. So I dig. Jobriath concert: Actually, I talked a bit about the show for a thing on the Jobriath website, so it might still be there somewhere. ** Adjoun, What are you doing in Cologne? Something to do with your art? The books you saw were surely the George Miles books since those are the only ones of mine to have been published in German so far. ** Young and stupid, Hey, dude-ette. No, you'll hear from Akashic, no sweat. everybody will. Nobody's getting left out. ** 5stringaphasia, Wowzer. ** Rigby101, Hey. This is like the Morrissey chat room lately. Interesting. That 'kegs' line is real good, yeah. ** C., Nice song fragment. I feel quiet too. You'd never know, would you? ** Tigersare, The long haired kid is strange looking, no? He's also kind of fat, and on the site where those pictures are coming from, everybody fucks him all the time, so there's this kind of 'I'm bored. Me too. Let's fuck the fat boy. Yeah, why not,' subtext, which adds to his endearment. ** Ignacio, Devastating film, yeah, i.e. 'Body without Soul.' The HIV-positive pimply blond kid on the rooftop ... heartbreaking. ** You, Howdy. Okay, that's helpful and very interesting and second thought-provoking on the David Tibet issue. Much appreciated. We seem to speak the same language. Have a good road trip. Where you going? ** Hedi, Hi. You're always going to Mexico. For kicks? Where do you go? I'm guessing it's a drive-to location? Now ... Nurse with Wound, I like him/them. That's good stuff. What's Devandra like? He's cool on CD and in theory. ** Jheorgge, Gracias. How did you come up with your screenname? Is that a rude question? I like it. I wish I'd thought of it when I was writing 'Period.' Anyway, what's new? ** Okay, have a very good weekend. Keep sending in those Self-Portrait Day entries. I hope the semi-unreadability of the Burroughs script above doesn't ruin this Day for you. Better than nothing, I figured. Yeah, just enjoy the everything. See you on Monday.

88 Comments:

Blogger CycyLolo said...

Hello Dennis, we have just discovered this magazine called destroyer. http://www.destroyerjournal.com/

Have you heard about it? It seems to be pretty good.

3:38 AM  
Blogger lost child said...

say hello say good bay...
hello
love Virginia and Vita and Rhoda and Susan and wawes of love lost sunshine passing by the house windows and return Neville gone the cold the scarf in the train....
since i was 17 read the wawes and love V and V..
and now i know i have the same cells rigthwrong bipo bipo bipo
and i love the song from C
who is as good as V
And the mud he sees and fells like skin
oh oh
Dennis i get this computer in the morning time for little wile and then disconected
life is wild ride in a motobike so nice holding a boy
his waist is slim as a flower green and his eyes shine violet tears
his force drive drive his songs are deep
and my photos never make it here..
song of Misha
i do not i am go nna die
wen i kiss you
hello good bay
will you miss me
soft boy
wanna go
penetrate you in you
and get all all
love you for ever
hole of my life
kiss you for ever
inside
inside
my spitt is for you
and the blood that
that will pour
pour down
by the murderers
filled them shirts red

3:38 AM  
Blogger richard eichmann said...

Oh thankyou thankyou thankyou! I've been a *huge* burroughs fan for the past seven years, and I've never even heard about this book. How did you find out about it?

If you haven't seen it already, I highly reccomend seeing 'A Scanner Darkly'. Its a great head-fuck movie and also very funny in places.

3:53 AM  
Blogger simon said...

see you on monday still???
we are in amsterdam today.. fun time

3:54 AM  
Blogger Doug_Wasted said...

Hey

When's the play in Glasgow? Do you have the dates? And will there be a Userlands-thing at the same time there?

About the movie: slightly recutting it. You'll get a final cut with like proper packaging and everything.

A month or so ago you'd tried to send me an email re the movie, but I never got it. So if you have kind words lying around in your outbox that I never got to read, I'd love it if you sent them. I could use with some cheering up. Our school has so unbelievably fucked us over, it's insane, and we're on the brink of going axe murder kill on the whole place. So some soothing words from the person whose opinion I respect the most on this matter would be a godsend.

And yeah, back from Palestine. No injuries, I'm just extremely pissed off at the whole thing, even more than I was before. So much insanity you wouldn't even believe it.

See you

5:50 AM  
Blogger statictick said...

Dennis: Then I will go ahead and schedule the event and report the date once done (they can be a bit slow over there, so...). I can't house more than two people, but I'm willing to do that. I believe Ian can house at least six, but don't quote me. I WOULD like some sort of list, tentative if need be, of who is going to read. I've already set it up so that the local "indie" press will probably give us a decent ad, and I want these writers' names out there.

That's where I am not, and it is time-sensitive, so perhaps you can indulge me in a call-out to our fine contributors. I can get the choco-bones upon your request.

I loved today, since William B. is a huge influence, as is Haring on my visual stuff. Great wake up sensory input.

Ok, out.

N.

6:04 AM  
Blogger David Ehrenstein said...

The Rohmer you'rethinking of is Perceval le gallois-- a very interesting attempt to reproduce the visualperspective of the middle ages. it's something of a musical actually and Arielle Dombasle gets to sing a lot in it.

never met Barbara Cook, but it's almost as if I knew her -- if you know what I mean. he first time I saw her was in Plain and Fancy, a marvelous little 50's musical about a city couple who inherit a farm in the Pennsylvania Dutch country. Cook stopped the show playing a comic role much like "Adoo Annie" in Oklahoma. One standard persists from that show, "Young and Foolish," though Cook never got to sing it.

I also saw her do her sole non-singing turn in Jules Feiffer's Little Murder. She was great.

The Burroughs-Haring is really great.

6:13 AM  
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7:19 AM  
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7:31 AM  
Blogger akechikogorou said...

Oh, okay, so I misunderstood that. The band never became that popular, and their career was over after they had made the usual mistake and accepted a deal with a major for their second album which didn't sell as it was suposed to, etc. The first album Under Wartime Conditions (from '85) was very nice though, recorded in a bedroom with the only sound effect coming from a W.E.M. Copicat driven by 3 hamsters in a treadmill, and has lots of 'timelessly' beautiful pop songs, including the mentioned one which I like because it accurately meets the minimum requirements for a love song:

I would not be with you unless I wanted to be.
I would not think of you unless I did...

Pollard could have written something like that I guess. However, the music is very British pop.

Btw, I'm totally impressed by all those exquisite music, film, literature etc. lists you posted on your blog - the only thing which puzzles me is that they're so flawless and perfectly distinguished (to a point that even the popular names take on the air of something chosen for a slightly different, more sophisticated reason). Not complaining, I just wonder if there's not at least a bit of really, really bad taste in what you like. So here's a little challenge: What would be your list of the 5 most shamefully uncool songs that drive you to ecstasy or warm your heart? You show me yours, I'll show you mine.

7:49 AM  
Blogger Tosh said...

Keith Haring is someone I never got. Till now. I love those drawings today. I think I got turned off with what I think is the corporate side of his work - but that's just me. The work he did with Burroughs reminds me of Cocteau's drawings for his book "Opium." Different of course, but that is the first thing I thought of when viewing the drawings - and second thought - wow this is by Haring. Pretty good." So thanks for bringing this to my attention - and also the importance of taking the time to know an artist's work instead of the media's interpreting of that artist and his work.

Dennis, I was at that concert with my Father. Right before he passed away. I have a strange memory of the show - and it felt like the death of Glam. I remember the sound being not that hot - and I loathe Kim Fowley. When ever I see him as a host to a show - it is always a turn-off for me.

Who was Iggy playing with? Was it Raw Power era Stooges?- I think things were falling apart for all the bands that were involved in that particular show. It was an odd moment for me. The last social gathering with my Father, bands falling apart, and I don't remember Lewis Furey at all. Was Peter Ivers involved in the show?

My father got me into the show. I don't think we paid for a ticket. It was more like my father saying 'hey let's go now.' Did Zolar X play as well?

I had a brief discussion with Morrissey at the store I work - and I told him that my Dad took me to see Jobrieth. He couldn't believe it! Well he did believe it. He told me that when he brought a Jobrieth record home his father hit him. I didn't know what to say after that. Morrissey one of the great soul singers of all time!

8:02 AM  
Blogger math t said...

Dennis: yeah, we talked about it once before, just in passing. i was born in San Francisco [the Haight] and moved to La Crescenta in 1993. very jarring transition etc but unlike most Bay Area transplants i totally fell in love with L.A., once i was able to ventue to Los Angeles proper, outside La Crescenta/Cañada. i grew up reading your books- i read Frisk in about 1993 in fact, the first thing of yours i read- but i had no idea that you were from [?] La Cañada until i read on denniscooper.net that you were expelled from Flintridge Prep. i was pretty fucking startled to say the least! i drove by Flintridge Prep absolutely every day for years... i had never really looked into your biography previously... so, yeah. i first smoked pot in Two Strike Park on Rosemont. that was the first drug i ever used, prior to tobacco and alcohol... hard to get away from that Haight blood, i guess, or something [?]. by the way, why were you expelled? i realize it's probably old news for most people here, as getting expelled from prep school is the stuff of writerly myth, but i'm not familiar with the story at all.

xox, Local Boy Made Good! i had to move to New York City before it would occur to me to try to speak to you! meanwhile you'd moved to Paris etc.

i definitely value having come of age in those upper-middle-class suburbs of Los Angeles. i never traveled to another city with the expectation that it would be anywhere like home- an error that way too many San Franciscans make, and i could have easily made too.

luv, math+

8:10 AM  
Blogger math t said...

__Keith Haring: yeah, speaking of parents, if they had seen The Valley [which i've seen in one of the Haring books], i never would have acquired my first Piece of Art Art. i got into Haring, Warhol, John Sex, Jeff Koons, etc, and Haring was the only one my parents didn't find threatening. to my astonishment, my dad got me, one Christmas, a signed+numbered poster-print thing he did for some children's program at the Guggenheim. i love all Haring's art, especially his collaborations with Burroughs and Basquiat. they evoke this 1980s New York so completely. i don't think i even own any other Piece of Art Art, other than some temporary Drawing Restraint tattooes that i picked up at SFMOMA [numbered but not signed].

for me numbered and signed are the same thing though, how utterly clever isn't it!, math+

8:27 AM  
Blogger math t said...

__Tosh: thank you for your Jobriath and Morrissey notes! what killer shit!

8:29 AM  
Blogger David Ehrenstein said...

Indeed! That Moz story sounds a like scene that was cut from Velvet Goldmine

8:51 AM  
Blogger antonio said...

cyclo!! haha destroyer mag looks so insane!! "APOLLONIAN BEAUTY!"
hahahahaha love it!
DENNRON: FLY magazine is SOO tres chic!!! man, are they like inviting you to parties or something or sending you DVDs?? theyre really super special edition so keep them if you get them DENNFACE! have you heard of Visionnaire magazine? the like ONCE YEARLY fashion magazine that comes as an artwork.. and one time they sent out swatches of a dress Madonna wore in EVITA in like a giant timecapsule?? FLY is sort of like that.. except like a ton of artsy DVDs.. KID TESTED= DENNIS APPROVED

haha! MAN, when i was un petit-fag.. i used to read that XY MAGAZINE.. oh my jesus.. DENNIS HAVE YOU EVER READ THAT!? why am i even asking!? hahaha.. of course you have.. anyways.. at a certain point i realized that XY totally sucks.. unless you really like those boys..

TOTALLY DENNIS:

http://articles.news.aol.com/news/_
a/mom-gets-photos-of-son-kidnapped-
24/20060901145109990002?
ncid=NWS00010000000001

so anyways.. yeah.. soorta sucks.. but ehh.. i think i was desperatish so XY sufficed my need for 'connexxxion'.. or something like that..
alright.. MUST GO

PS
LOST CHILD!! haah YES!! you and C!! i really want to write like a high modernist as well.. my copy of THE WAVES has people checking it out since 1931!! i love seeing remnants of OLDSHIT.. i cant believe it!! like atleast 95 people checked it out that year and then the number dwindles and dwindles.. and im the first person to check it out in 6 years.. sad... man... WAS THE WAVES a bestseller of 1931 or something!??!?!?! and WHAT insanely large group of people IN ALABAMA in 1931 were checking out books by VIRGINIA WOOLF!? wouldnt they more likely be checking out SUSIE AND BENJAMINS GREAT PLANE ADVENTURE!!?
or like.. a BIOGRAPHY OF Charles Lindbergh!?
or maybe it was ONE person in 1931 who repeatedly checked out THE WAVES because s/he was so mystified by it..

weird..
anyways..
i think i gotta go now

9:04 AM  
Blogger t.pkendall said...

ahh just back in bournemouth and cramped and realising the need to be practical to facilitate doing the good stuff.thats now...yesterday was just frustrating and i ended up falling asleep and alone in a pub surrounded by old men and dogs quite early in the afternoon. My little sister was having a party and I had to vamoose.
anyway..nice to be here y'know.

someone came into the borders I work in and said they read this blog...don't know if they comment or anything but a big hello anyway. I kinda find it hard to think in global terms but this blog is massive no? feeling retarded after a long day

11:42 AM  
Blogger porcelain skull said...

hey dennis,

yeah im ok,

on tuesday i had the worst drug experience of my little life, i smoked way too much, too quickly and
totally tripped out for two awfull hours, i was convinced i had lost my mind, i freaked, i tried to write my name on a piece of paper cause i knew i wouldn't be myself the next day at work, god, i heard and saw awfull things,

but then it passed,

i shat water and puked bile for two days,

mmh, yum!,

so its good to know that ive locked that door,

so now, im better,

hurrah!

i reckon il see you in two months,

alex,x

and cause its saturday night

xx

12:07 PM  
Blogger garrison said...

DENNIS:

Oh, cool. Yeah I got my letter from Akashic today, so no worries.

Wait a second... Louis Malle made a movie starring Joe Dallesandro??? Where can I get that??

Well, I'm off to pick up my car. I'm really glad to be starting a job next week because I have spent an obscenely large amount of money on car/engine repair in the past few weeks (just had to do it cuz it wouldn't run if I didn't!).

Anyway, I Hope everyone is well...

12:09 PM  
Blogger atheist said...

doug_wasted, i know i know i know!!!!
antonio, fuck you make me laugh!!
and dennis, i'm a bit drunk but i'm so worried you think i've been fucking about and basically being an arse, i'm really sorry if it's come across like that i just really don't think i've been 100% in control over the last month. i'm sorry!! i know you'll be thinking i'm insane, i think the problem is i do feel slightly insane at the moment!! but i'm going to wake up tomorrow and go back to normality, and i'll just be incredibly normal when i come on here i promise! but i'm sorry if i've come across really weird - i guess what would i expect, my mum had a brain tumour so it's got to have rubbed off! anyway, i'm going off now to sleep - normality here i come ...

12:32 PM  
Blogger atheist said...

ok i've just read that and i'm not going to delete it. but i'm a 30 year old woman and i'm a really kind nice person so i'm going to stop beating myself up about being weird. it's just been an incredibly weird few weeks. but i really do love every single person on this site - though it's been a really painful experience for me, i guess in a good way. i just really want life to be normal again. my boyfriend's really pissed off with me and i really don't blame him. i can hear him laughing at 'you've been framed' at the moment - he keeps on calling me in. i'm putting my head down because i just feel really weird. i need to focus back on my job. i've just totally worn myself out with writing, and sending if off to mizu, to rigby etc. i feel incredibly happy that you've read my stuff. but i also really want life to be normal again. anyway, here's me being drunk. i'm sorry for being such a weirdo, if you met me you'd think i was incredibly normal. i really am normal, i promise! have a fantastic weekend, everyone, i'll be going to a conference for this global studies organisation i'm secretary of but i'll really miss you all - speak soon!

12:39 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

Dennis,

Your C93-style lyrics sound like Doors lyrics. "Oh, glorious, red death, my only friend, the end...

father, I want to rape you!"

12:57 PM  
Blogger joe mills said...

Oh atheist I hope I catch you here before you go - I just finshed The Novel!

God you ended it so much better than I could have - I wanted the revenge you so wisely avoided. He didn't need revenge - one brilliant line says it all:

"I broke him."

Not the other way around.

So brilliant.

You must send the rest to DC and send the whole thing to whoever else.

Those who've read the first part -it just all comes together in the last 2 parts.

I had that prog about 9/11 on in the backround - I always do about 10 things at once - helps me concentrate - and they were playing that music from the end of Gladiator just as I was reading the last bit...

Then I come on here and you're posting at the same time...

I'm going to post now to catch you.

12:58 PM  
Blogger michael_karo said...

i am VERY obsessed with THIS particular haring painting, and have been for years. (click on "image viewer" to enlarge.)

it totally speaks to me of his sense of time running out for him...it's heartbreaking.

you can imagine what the finished piece would look like. but haring leaves it up to US to finish it.

i wonder who owns it.

haring's figures make me smile. i love that he went all out with putting his stuff on everything...the watches, t shirts, coffee cups, etc. and yet there's very dark works too.

i loved the porsche he painted, and did you ever see grace jones covered in his squiggles in the video for "i'm not perfect (but i'm perfect for you)"?

he even painted his own body...he had a very nice ding-dong!

1:17 PM  
Blogger rigby101 said...

i completely agree joe.. the second section is brilliant.. (scarily soo if it truely is her first attempt at writing fiction!) fantastic stuff.. i don't want to give anything away but i highly recommend it

and athiest i don't think anybody here thinks you're weird or crazy ;)

i've been rooting around my boxes for the burroughs book.. i love the art work which suprised me as most stuff i'd seen of his just didn't do anything for me.. this i like alot

1:36 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

Atheist, you're so weird ;)

(kidding)

Nobody here minds if you're weird or normal or otherwise, so stop beating yourself up over it, sweetie.

May I read your novel?

1:53 PM  
Blogger katsim said...

atheist - I can understand that feeling of wanting life to go back to normal. Sometimes I get really involved in online life and it kind of skews perspective. I usually manage to find a balance though. Maybe new aspects of life gradually can become part of 'normal'. I'm really glad that you have been able to share your writing here. When I'm feeling like things are a bit more back to normal then maybe you could mail me some of it?

2:01 PM  
Blogger rigby101 said...

antonio - that fly fashion thing looks very chi-chi
trailer here
i'm guessing this is the 'loop' content as how the hell would you concentrate/know the designers when there are such 'beautiful people' messing about in it?
do you know much about models a?
the guy looking in the mirror and the girl in the elevator at the end especially.. nice coversong too

2:12 PM  
Blogger Bernard Welt said...

Garrison: I kept an eye out for word on Louis Malle's Black Moon for years (after seeing it at AFI) then finally found copies on DVD offered on eBay--some guy who's pirated it, I assume, in a French-soundtrack only version. It doesn't matter all that much as Joe doesn't speak at all; he lip-synchs Wagner, I seem to recall. Michael Ferguson, who runs the Joe Dallesandro webpage at http://www.joedallesandro.com/ is very nice in response to any inquiry. Last year I finally treated myself and ordered a copy of Little Joe, Superstar from him, which Joe inscribed--so I have a copy signed with love from Joe Dallesandro and dated Valentine's Day. Whew. By the way, if you've never seen the brief hardcore porn scene of Joe D. that circulates on the internet sometimes, it's . . . really nice.
There's a famous story about Black Moon that Steven Soderbergh tells in Richard Linklater's Waking Life. Louis Malle tells Billy Wilder he's finally put together 2 million dollars to make the movie he really wants to shoot. Billy Wilder says, "What's it about?" Malle says, "It's kind of a dream within a dream." Billy Wilder says, "You just lost two million dollars."

2:16 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

Dennis, today was an unexpected joy. It takes me back to a year in high school when I spent most of my time reading Burroughs in class instead of doing my classwork. I'm sure I've read the text of 'The Valley', or read parts of it cut into something else, because it immediately rang a bell when I saw the title. I hadn't seen most the Keith Haring art for The Valley before now, although some of it looks familiar. I'll have to track down the book I thought I read The Valley text in.

2:18 PM  
Blogger c said...

ding dong
sometimes that happens people here they become voices in my head and say OH LOOK AT THAT!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SHE'S TOTALLY SCARY WITH THOSE EYEBROWS ...MOTHER FUCKING CRAWFORD PART DEUX!... Maybe she totally connects to God through those eyebrows like Salvador said he did through that SCARY AS SHIT mustache...he was kind of a fascist wasn't he.. but in a good way?
i don't feel too bad at laughing because antonio said it or
his eyes
looked like
shipwrecked orphans
says lost
or Math says don't worry c it wasn't yours to give
or tp talks about passion as a way to ferment your own beliefs and put them through a sifter or
jeff can say if you don't like him ok then but look he loves Dennis just like you do or
rigby says i'm not and it would be fine if i was
or paradigm reminding me breathe c breath deep relax see you're not naked
or david ernst would show me one of his pictures and say see beauty and art are people
or anyone else and everyone becomes some part of when i walk outside they all have opinions of and teach me still everywhere so i'm not so alone even when i'm with maybe other people who are not there
sorry if offend anyone

ok
c.

2:20 PM  
Blogger joe mills said...

rigby - thank God - at last a second opinion!It is as good as I thought.And she was going to delete it...

Math - yes Internet Explorer - but I presume that's what most folk use. Oh well.

Tosh that Moz story is so nice - wouldn't it be great if he was more forthcoming and not so uptight. But then again maybe he is in real life - like maybe he and Nancy Sinatra spend nights swigging beer and talking about boyfriends and hair gel...and the rest is just an act.

From what I've heard Marc Almond is a nice guy. He had his druggy bit, the near-death accident. Wrote a blurb for Aiden Shaw's "Brutal". That's a good book, though Shaw is so up his own arse - a sort of Brit version of John Rechy - druggy hustler turned writer. Marc may have been a client...

Almond's duet with Gene Pitney -"Something's Gotten Hold of My Heart" was fab - big number one over here.

Speaking of blurbs - thanks so much DC for reading and commenting on my stuff. So if I ever get anything published again I can put what you said as a blurb!

Fab! And on the Scottish versions I'll put

"No theatrical Scottish-isms."

Guess what - I know what you mean -and I'm glad you noticed...

So now I'm afraid I'm going to dump those 2 books on you (and maybe more) - they'll turn up at your Paris address if I can root it out some day and you can add them to your ever growing pile of blogger branches to wade your way through.

Speaking of which - hopefully you agree that atheist's book is awesome. Just so affecting.

A little aside on blurbs. When Quentin Crisp (one of my heroes - oh yes I must put him in my self Portrait thing. Quentin and Colin Farrell - that would do me on a desert island).

Anyway, when Quentin Crisp was sent books to read and give a blurb on he would send a note back saying something like 'I no longer read books but do feel free to write whatever you want about this no doubt unsurpassable work and put my name to it.'
Beat that for nihilism Andy!

Oh Barry Graham tells me he's still writing - took 5 years on the last book. Great. We've decided Serpent's Tail really are the Devil's work since they turned down books by Toni Davison and me and let you and him go...

2:48 PM  
Blogger t.pkendall said...

C. is like a pebble.

2:49 PM  
Blogger David Ehrenstein said...

I played Truth or Dare with Aiden Shaw and a hot tub full of porn stars in Palm Springs.

Aiden won by sucking himself off.

He's seen to his best advantage in John Maybury's video feature Remembrance of Things Fast in which he co-stars with Rupert Everett and Tilda Swinton.

2:56 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

p.s. Dennis,

"Unexpected joy"

...Not that I don't expect joy whenever I read the new blog entry here, since they're invariably great. I meant today's gave me a rare feeling of nostalgia that I never expect, since I almost never feel nostalgic.

p.p.s. Remind me to punish myself for the "Oh, my death is rushing..." line I wrote here yesterday.

3:06 PM  
Blogger joe mills said...

David E - is this true!

So he could literally be up his own arse!

He's a hottie Ok - that name itself is so sexy.

3:21 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

C is like a pebble seen through a crystal clear stream.

I feel like I'm a pebble and my voice is spinning and being polished in the rock tumbler of c's head.

I mean that in a good way.

Yesterday you's words were effervescing in my head in rhythm with the bubbles in my drink rising to the surface of my mind, but I was too drunk on them to respond.

Oh shit, I have to go to the library before it closes today! See you all soon.

3:22 PM  
Blogger aaron said...

As you know, I'm a pretty huge c93 fan. And yeah, some of the stuff he puts out just ain't that great. The longer they go on though, the better they get, I think. The albums he's done in the past decade have been some of Current 93's best.

Sometimes his lyrics are really great and other times, well...they're laughable.

3:33 PM  
Blogger michael_karo said...

omg! that site with the haring painting i linked to has a link for "van gogh ringtones"! shit, i didn't even know he made any records!

:)

MK

3:33 PM  
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5:06 PM  
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5:09 PM  
Blogger 5stringaphasia said...

William Burroughs/K. Haring, that's like totally creepy sweet.
I remember the story as enchanting and very well devised. One of his finer moments. MK_ I've never seen that painting in that light, spooky now, and saddening. Van Gogh ring tones? Is that like, John Norris? Burroughs on D.C.'s blog. And I thought Creed was a sign of the apocalypse. Celebrity Death Match? Cooper vs. Palahniuk

6:39 PM  
Blogger rigby101 said...

i'd go nww over c93 anyday (i do like tibets early stuff but know that he's in a realm of his own and i missed that bus).. and i'm sure thunder prefectmind is a nww albumn though they are so incestious i guess it doesn't really matter..

i saw a pic of jhon balance laid out at his funeral the other day.. i didn't realise he was sporting a beard at the end.. really sad to the point of unbelievability (sp?).. could it be a faked death? he looks so healthy in the pic.. i know when my dad was done he looked nothing like himself
i hope sleazy carries on.. i was sent this band related this pic
made me giggle

6:55 PM  
Blogger antonio said...

rigby- so true! the waves is so insane.. and death on installment is so fucking brutal.. i cant believe the amount of hatred celine has for his father.. haha! and his uncle (i think arthur? the dandy!) really turns me on.. i imagine his portrait as painted by manet.. mm..

also that balance photo is beautiful no? all those flowers and his lacy gown.. really the way to go..

8:57 PM  
Blogger antonio said...

PS RIGBY!! i so thought the same thing too!! faked!? or not!? i wouldnt put it past him!!

8:58 PM  
Blogger SYpHA_69 said...

H'mm, not sure what C93 song that might be... a lot of Tibet's lyrics blur to me, to be honest. Could be a lot of songs...

I never even knew that Haring collaborated with WSB. Prety cool... I had no idea that Haring did edgy art (all I've ever seen of his prior to this are postcards we sell at work that display his artwork).

Antonio, I actually used to buy XY magazine, back in my early years of college. I recall that I used to be obsessed with the cover of the "Best Of" issue, two boys in some high school restroom stall making out. Shit, I can't number how much times I used to jerk off lokking at that cover. These days, oddly enough, it doesn't turn me on at all. Odd how some things that strike one as so erotic at a certain time in their life lose their potency at the time... I don't know.

Also, maybe it's just me, but I don't like Morrissey. I can't quite say why... His politics? His voice? His pose? Not sure... I like some of his songs, but I'm not a fan.

9:17 PM  
Blogger atheist said...

to joe mills and rigby101, i've just come on here because as per usual i can't sleep due to currently feeling like an insane person. i don't really know what to say apart from THANK YOU!!!! you seriously can't believe how amazing and insane it feels for me not only to have sent it off to you but also to have you really engaging with it and understanding it and kind of validating it. my boyfriend had another go at me yesterday so i'd been feeling really defeated and drained but now i feel such strength again (although not enough to finish it - i don't know why i'm obsessed with getting to 50,000 words, i think it's the academic in me because i read once that a 'novel' has to be 50,000 words and i guess i just wanted to feel that i'd written one. but i just feel totally spent like i can't write another word - i guess i was just going to fill stuff in so that it flows more in the second half but fuck knows what i would write). jeff thank you so much, i'm going to email you the whole thing in a minute. then i guess i better work out what i'm going to say for that conference tomorrow - to be honest i'm dreading the whole thing, the association's really in a crisis at the moment (i only joined the exec committee in December and now i'm hugely, hugely regretting that - although i've met my activist friend through that so it's been worth it on that front). god knows how i'm going to concentrate - i'm going to have to start teaching again in 3 weeks and i just feel in a different world. so maybe that's another reason just to leave writing for the moment, i don't know. and dennis (or should i say 'DC'?) i sent you the first half in the post, i'm actually going to pluck up the guts to send you the second half (thanks to joe mills and rigby101 and also mizu). please don't feel that you have to read it or comment on it, whatever. the reason i'm sending it to you is because i think that's the thing that scares me most in the world at the moment(apart from showing it to my parents, which i could never do), but then i think don't be ridiculous i'm a 30 year-old adult not a little kid desperate for approval (though i feel like that at the moment), so i'm going to just send it to you and hope that life gets back to normal. i'm thinking if i send it then i can almost draw a line under it and get my mind back into gear for work. anyway, see you all when i get back - i love you all, take care of yourselves!!!

10:16 PM  
Blogger atheist said...

hi jeff, i can't find your email address, let me know if you want me to email it and i will! love xxx

10:24 PM  
Blogger SYpHA_69 said...

Keep up with the writing, atheist... what's your book about again, now? I finished one myself recently, ended up being about 106,000 something words.

11:34 PM  
Blogger Jeff said...

Atheist,

chapmanbrothers@yahoo.com

Thanks :)

12:31 AM  
Blogger atheist said...

hi sypha_69, wow that's fantastic!!!! congratulations!!! can i read it?

2:22 AM  
Blogger Jax said...

Thanks for posting the Burroughs and drawings stuff, Dennis.

Heard a really amusing feature about the French socialist party on the World Service yestreday, about how their popularity was soaring cos one of their MPs was snapped on a beach in a bikini, and was immediately taken to the hearts of the populace cos of her great thighs (she's 50-odds).

Only in France, eh?:)

You listen to 'talk radio' much? The World Service and BBC radio 4 are my constant working companions.

I'm assuming France has a radio station equivalent to BBC radio 3 (posh station) and that's what Jerk's gonna be going out on, next year.

Deadline for radio play commissioning here is December, and I really need to get some ideas pinned down. The great thing about the way they commission here (BBC Scotland in Glasgow produces all the radio play output for the BBC) is that, initially, all they want is a one-page idea, then if they like it, THEY shape it for you and then THEY pitch it to the big commisssioners.

So I;m thinking, all that's needed is just a one-page idea. How hard can it be, eh?

The British TV festival's just ended, in Edinburgh - finally admitting (as I think US TV has just done) that the medium is in crisis, thanks to myspace.com and the fact most 16-24 year olds (and older) are spending more time at thei keybopards than infront of their TV sets. Personally, I think this can only be a good thing for the individual, if not those of us desperately trying to write for it:)

Still, maybe radio's the future.

Hope you and Yury are having a relaxing weekend. I'm up to my neck in fucking soap rewrites and shite, so sorry I've not been interacting here as much as I'd like to.

Take care, pal:)

2:35 AM  
Blogger Young and Stupid said...

lovely, inspiring, just what i needed post today. god, william burroughs. sometimes you just have to stop, breathe it in.

i had a dream about kindertotenlieder. there was that christmas, uhh, what's it called, tinsel, everywhere, and there people with long hair covering their faces picking up candy from the ground. there was all this candy...

2:51 AM  
Blogger Jeff said...

p.s. Atheist,

That's my personal email address in my last post, please do send me your novel if that's ok.

Take care.

2:59 AM  
Blogger atheist said...

hi jeff, it's sent! : -) xxx

4:29 AM  
Blogger atheist said...

hi katsim, of course i'd love to! god this is getting so much easier - i'm like some slut with it or something! ; -) seriously, now i'm really enjoying people reading it (though it still scares the shit out of me). anyway, what's your email address and i'll send it?

4:48 AM  
Blogger tender prey said...

I'm another one who was somewhat blinkered re. Keith Haring till yesterday, but now I feel I should go back and investigate his work more inquisitively - something about his style's always got in the way for me but these drawings are really interesting and that painting is a beauty too, Michael Karo.

I've also heard that Marc Almond is a nice guy - and as a pop star he communicates a sincerity and a vulnerability that's always sort of made me want to know him. Never met him, but by chance I ran into an aquaintance last night who I correctly guessed might have hung out with him, and he said he's very charming. And that song always gets me too - it's one of those favorite songs that I don't actually own: it's nice to have songs like that I think because they always kind of steal up on you by surprise when they come on the radio or wherever. With Say Hello Wave Goodbye I keep forgetting that the song is so clearly about him but narrated from the p.o.v of his departing lover - there's some moment in the lyric where, if you know anything about Almond, that become's obvious by inference, and that twist totally took me by surprise the last couple of times I heard it... really very moving. I do think he's great.

I had some nice feedback on my work last night from an artist friend who visited my recent show - she said she really liked my 'weird' paintings and went on to explain that the reason she liked them was because they were 'totally unacceptable'!!

5:35 AM  
Blogger vomitingghosts said...

Wow. Things have changed so fast. My new apartment is looking beautiful and together finally. I’m starting to feel happier with my life even though teaching is taking a real toll on me. I don’t know how teachers keep going for like thirty-years in the classroom. I’m like dead already and I’ve only been doing it for a year and a few days. But I’m young so whatever. I was super depressed a few days ago—crying, throwing up nothing but stomach acid—and wrote this in my journal after my first day teaching: “I’m not a good teacher. There are so many better, especially at this school. The teachers here are so together it’s just… I’m out in the rain with a cup, thirsty, while they’re the rain itself. Teaching for me is not natural and it takes a huge amount of self-deception and energy to make it through no matter what I’m trying to do. I’m not together enough as a person to be a role model for anyone else, especially these kids. They deserve someone confident, someone who knows how to organize, a person to make them feel that at least someone in this insane, fucked up world knows what his purpose and their purpose is, however small, however day to day. I guess for the last few years I’ve been in a perpetual existential crisis, not knowing what I want, not knowing how to go about finding what I want, even though, if I’m honest with myself, I know exactly what I want, and it’s so small and simple that I don’t believe it. I just want to write poems, read books, make things, watch movies, listen to music, talk to my friends, have sex, sleep and dream, eat well, and live and die quietly without any real goals or ambition. But then money comes up and that’s nice, too. You need some of it to do all those thing. And then with money obviously comes the overwhelming pressure to live some complacent life like everyone else on earth with their houses, jobs, families, cars, bank accounts, and retirement plans.

All of that scares the shit out of me because I don’t believe in my heart of hearts that I’m responsible or deserving enough for any of that, even though I don’t want a boat or whatever. Or even a family right now. But maybe how I’m envisioning my life is naïve and is in fact the complacent way? And this whole teaching thing is to shake myself up, to show me that I’m capable of doing something I never imagined I could do? There’s the poetry, I think: both the act and result of realizing something while in the process of doing it that you could have never thought could happen without you doing it. But that scares me, too. I just need to focus, really. And eat and sleep and work hard, and not fucking worry so much because, like my friend Sunny always tells me and has continually convinced me, nothing really matters as much as you believe it does. Just let things happen and take everything as it comes. If you put enough effort and energy into something, even if you fail all the time, you can’t say you didn’t try and that’s enough, right? So I’m going to try despite how fucking terrible I’m doing right now. Here’s my theory: I think how other teachers deal with all of the insanity they have someone (a wife, a boyfriend, a girlfriend, a family) to return to, to ground them and support them always. But me, right now, I’m like an astronaut floating through the dark of space with nothing but black, black, black, and the distant light stars above, below, in front, and in back.”

I still believe all of that five days later but I’ve sort of resolved to get through this year as best as I can and get some money and pay off some school loans so I can start something later. Lots of people have advice for you when you’re just starting jobs and everything, which is great, but more than advice, right now I feel like I really need some support. And that’s really uncharacteristic, I think, since I’ve always been sort of off somewhere. I don’t know why I’m throwing all of this at everyone here. I guess because this is a safe place and full of really beautiful people who are kindness to the nth degree. But anyway. I’m surprised no one has even mentioned the new Bob Dylan record or did I miss something? A lot of people are always bitching and don’t think much of him anymore because he’s changed and not on the same level he was at in the sixties, and it’s true. He’s changed. But fuck, who wouldn’t? That was forty years ago. He’s on a different level now. He’s defeated the bosses and ate all the life-giving mushrooms or whatever. I’ll just say his new album is an understated masterpiece. There’s nothing fancy here. It’s straightforward and funny and really deeply sort of resigned to heartbreak and love. His band, which he’s been touring with for years, is so transparent they just sort of disappear. So if you haven’t heard it... The second song, “Spirit on the Water” is my favorite so far.

Speaking of spirits, I just came across something earlier that I so would have included on Ghost Day if I’d known about it. Last year at the Met in New York, there was an exhibition called “The Perfect Medium: Photography and the Occult” (http://www.metmuseum.org/special/
Perfect_Medium/occult_more.asp) that featured over a hundred of spirit photographs. Here’s the description of the exhibition: “Ghosts, spirit séances, levitation, auras, ectoplasm… extraordinary photographs of these and other paranormal phenomena will be on display in ‘The Perfect Medium: Photography and the Occult,’ an exhibition devoted to the historical intersections between photography and the once wildly popular interest in spiritualism. ‘The Perfect Medium’ will bring together some 120 photographs culled from public and private archives throughout Europe and North America. The exhibition focuses primarily on the period from the 1860s to World War II, when occult and paranormal phenomena were most actively debated and both supporters and skeptics summoned photographs as evidence. Approaching the material from a historical perspective, the exhibition presents the photographs on their own terms, without authoritative comment on their veracity.” There’s also a few hundred page catalogue that was published about the exhibit last year, which is now at the top of my Christmas or birthday list. So enjoy exploring all of that. Here’s my plan: next summer when I have some money and some time to waste, I’m thinking of writing a book about ghosts. I don’t know what it’ll be like but I want to write some kind of small, weird, book… I love books I can just flip through and come across sentences and strange things without even having to read the entire thing. I want to write a book like that. Something you can just put on your bedside table and dip into whenever. Or maybe some strange hybrid book/exaggerated memoir or something. Who knows?

I guess that’s kind of like a goal or an ambition or something, right? I’ve already done two of my ten New Year’s Resolutions, which were get a place of my own and a job. Now I just need to: Go to more concerts; eat healthier; write at least one poem a month; be more honest with myself and others; stop trying to please others when it compromises how I feel; and some other pretty specific personal things that aren’t worth saying really. But stars are lining up, I think, which is a really fortunate and beautiful thing I know. And despite how sad I get, I’m beyond grateful for everything and reading through all the comments here in the past few hours... I’m reminded of a part of a story by Sherman Alexie, where this guy who’s real down in the dumps finally gets a break and all that, says, despite how many fucked up, evil people there are, “Do you know how many good men live in this world? Too many to count!” Yeah. Something exactly like that.

6:26 AM  
Blogger joe mills said...

V-Ghost - I loved everything you said about the whole crisis of wanting just to get by,not wanting to live luxury lifetsyle but to have freedom to not have to do the 9-5. I wish there was some party that we could vote for that existed for individuals who didn't want to 'meet targets' or communicate with brain dead bigoted co-workers. Even if we had to do some nice menial job 2 or 3 days a week. I mean I thought that's what working in a library would be - I got an honours degree in English lit - just for the experience and to have time to write - and nobody can understand why I didn't want to be a teacher or something. I said well I don't want to have to put up with unrully pupils - I'd just send half them home on the first day. Or I'd say well I don't want all the office politics and targets for exam results and all that. But now in the libraries it's ridiculous - we have all these 'issue' targets and visitor targets and each library is competing with another - and surprise surprise - everybody fiddles. They renew their own books and everybody they know's books to up the issues, create bulk loan tickets, walk past the visitor count over and over...

Anyway, as MJ would say You Are Not Alone...

That Bob Dylan album. I was in Borders yesterday and they were playing it and I just stayed for ages to listen - the voice is so soulful, so peaceful. Amazing. It's getting great reviews over here.

Oh I'm so glad I mentioned 'Say Hello Wave Goodbye' - All these great stories about it. It was ultra personal to me - I mean there was an actual moment when the love object who'd pissed me off put his hand on my shoulder and I shrugged it off and gave him this big meaningful stare just as Marc goes "Take your hands off me...I don't belong to you you see.I never knew you.You never knew me."
Oh that was a supreme moment! And everytime me and my pals were referring to some dodgy past incident/person/penis it was "Oh well that was just the standing joke of the year."

God we thought we were hilarious!

7:16 AM  
Blogger tigersare said...

hey tosh you mentioned peter ivers...i have a couple of his records which i love, but i know almost nothing about him, except that he sang the lady in the radiator song in eraserhead that the pixies covered.

i think he'd be perfect for a blog day. is there anyone here (not me) who knows enough about him to do one?

sypha_69 i bought a copy of XY magazine as a kind of jokey birthday present for my boyfriend earlier this year, because we're both into young guys...and god i felt like a dirty old man at the counter at borders!! there was a very cute boy on the cover though...!

7:52 AM  
Blogger SYpHA_69 said...

Tigersare, I used to get XY at Borders myself. For some weird reason, nearly everytime I got it there, I was always cashed out by some little old lady, adding to the humiliation factor. I really wish bookstores had self-scan registers like you sometimes see at supermarkets. I mean, sometimes there's great magazines I see at work I'd love to buy, but I don't want my co-workers to think I'm a pervert or something (Well, I probably am, but THEY don't have to know that... I work at Barnes & Noble).

Atheist, just give me your e-mail and I'll send you my book. What format do you want? Microsoft Word? It's going to be self-published sometime this Fall so you might see some errors in it I might have missed (it's still in the "proofs" stage at the moment).

9:42 AM  
Blogger atheist said...

sypha_69, wow - that's fabulous and dead exciting, well done!! my email address is atheism1@hotmail.co.uk - i'm looking forward to it! (i'll be away at a conference until thursday but i can't wait to read it when i get back!!)

9:59 AM  
Blogger Tosh said...

As I write I am listening to the new Dylan album. I want to say I love this album, but I don't. First of all I think Dylan is a great American cultural icon - and I LOVE his memoir. But like recent Morrissey the pacing of the album is slow. The songs are either too long (for my taste) or there is not enough tension to make me listen to the album all the way through.

On the positive side, his lyrics are hysterical. He's a funny writer. And visually I am totally into his New Orleans cowboy swindler Errol Flynn look. Yet, I find the arrangements sort of too respectful to its sources and again way too long.

Morrissey on the other hand I think is another genius. But like Dylan has difficultly in pacing his recent albums. What's frustrating is that his b-sides are usually unique, fun, and excellent pop songs. Better than the songs that he puts on his albums. His version of the New York Doll's "Human Being" is a great version that combines a T-Rex (thanks to Tony Visconti) with mid-period Roxy Music aesthetic.

And back to Dylan I wished he would change the arrangements a bit. It's obvious that they are based on old blues or folk songs - but it would be great if he added 'something' else to the mix. There is a wall paper effect where I listen to the recent Morrissey and Dylan - and I feel like I am watching the paint on the wall drying.

So overall I think both artists need a stronger producer - and I am kind of shocked that Tony Visconti didn't do a better job. It's obvious he's talented - but feel that he gave a rather lazy representation for Morrissey.

Anyway I am sort of in a critical mood this morning. But also keep in mind that I am a guy that is totally blown away by Scott Walker's "The Drift." I've been having a hard time listening to new music and then I think of the new Scott record. That record just knocks me up.

Oh count me in as a Wave Hello say Goodbye fan. A great record and great song. Is the 12" version still out there? If memory serves me correctly, it had a long moody oboe intro - and then it went right into the song. I love that recording!

9:59 AM  
Blogger joe mills said...

Yes tosh - there was a 12" oboe intro - haven't heard that in years.

Another brilliant Soft Cell song was 'Torch' - God that intro. What a great little group who came and went after one or two albums, a handful of perfect singles and didn't overstay their welcome (too much) - that was so 80s: Human League/Associates/ABC/Eurythmics/ Culture Club/Yazoo/Frankie Goes To Hollywood/Bronski Beat/Tears for Fears/OMD - Souvenir-Joan of Arc-Maid of Orleans - that was a great trio of songs.

11:02 AM  
Blogger lost child said...

Modernist times...
in 1931
Antonio
yeah yeah
moderne lettering and freeasociation..moderne moderne...
I guess i integrated V W in my unconscious collective with out noticing and now is so there so in the surface and recognicible she is The Influence...
What i like from text and "voices" as Dennis calle it..is that are so infectiuos some times some cases for each one.
Is like instant powder crush.
What i like from here at some points get the edge of a Jam session!
Other times as C mentions the voices take over and live for themselves out there..floating like the smoke of the Carterpillar in Alice in wonder land
Circles Spirals Shapes
I saw a movie today about the Secret Garden tale ..
Birds and lots of bluebells and roses
the more i realize how much i want to be there and talk to the birds
V Gosth we should live as you suggest..writing sleeping walking or looking trougth the window
having sex riding drawing playing records or music and be at peace
With out competition and no neediness...
I would love to be allways studing as i am self taugth
and experimenting wich is like playground kinder gartten
i love dancing too
And Gosths are very much an inspiration
would look at all the links..
Did you saw that movie called the Others?
I found it great..
how it develops and the turn of the screw of the narrative..
Of Course the Turn of the Screw will be my preferd one..I mean both the movie with the script by Truman Capote: The Innocents and the boook by H James..
I belive, Don't look now is also a Gosth story..
Some just told me that Nick Roeg is shooting next door to their house in Ireland with Donnald Sutherland and Miranda Richardson!
the super queen and king!
He also told me that when he was a kid they where with some friends doing the Wija board in a Church and the Police turn up!!
amazing no?
Dennis i also agree with Tosh about the drawings from K H...saw J Cocteau Opium simultaneously..
Do you like Cocteau?

12:41 PM  
Blogger katsim said...

Joe Mills - you find someone to lead that party and I'll vote for them! Sick of feeling like I'm forced to live a life that other people want me to live. But maybe it's my fault anyway. I don't know. But I do know that the idea of not working 9-5 all week is very appealing!

I'm in a complete low at the moment. All these people around me living 'perfect' lives. I feel like it's defining me at the moment. ha, I believe my brother would call it hetero hell.

1:29 PM  
Blogger rigby101 said...

i completely agree with all the 'say hello wave goodbye' supporters.. it's been sooo important at soo many crucial points in my life.. i love it to pieces (hearing the david gray version i nearly puked)

i've met him a couple of times at gigs and he IS beautiful.. he radiates.. the conversations weren't great as it was yelling into each others ears over pan sonic (or whatever).. he's so honest upfront and lovely.. oh and i got a kiss from him once ;)

[sorry j ran out of moz stuff]

1:56 PM  
Blogger paradigm said...

thanks. the music, i don't know. i appreciate music but when it comes to actually playing and performing my own music i haven't the skill, patience or desire to learn something.

in regards to work. yeah i have this tendency to put myself in pretty full on situations just to experience everything. it can leave me pretty stressed and losing sleeping patterns and i need to learn how to switch of when i get home from work, but can one really do that? and isn't doing that kind of inhumane? don't know and don't expect you to have the answers just musing off the top of my head.

atheist, in regards to feeling a little out of control and strange for coming here looking for comfort and others who feel the sameway. i too do that so i don't really see any problem. besides i think this is morfe normal than any other forum or chat room i've been to. and i bet you most people here are really nice people to, just feel and see things in a more complicated and slightly weird (some might say fucked up) way. hell i'd rather this blog and this community then watching copius hours of fake, insincere, unreal television.

c, no offense. it's sweet and kind that you think of others outside of this blog. i do the same thing too.

2:43 PM  
Blogger antonio said...

man dudes, have any of you ever read a book and have become SO ENGROSSED in the book that you dont even realize the totally surreal and nonsensical direction the book has taken!?
cause like.. THAT TOTALLY HAPPENED TO ME JUST RIGHT NOW!!!
and like, i'm sitting here after i think like maybe 10 or 11 hours of reading and im thinking over what i just read.. and i totally have realized how fucking INSANE what im reading has become.. in this case DotIP.. cause like.. it goes from ferdinands believably horrible childhood to like.. ferdinands insane country-explorations in the science of radiotelluristic potato growing!! i'm about 90 something pages from the end and i cant see any real ending for the insanity..

yeah modernity.. i read hal foster's RETURN OF THE REAL the other day and it really got me geared up for the neo avant garde and shit..
who has so much love for words? i think dennis you might be the only one right now.. i want TOTAL fragmentation.. no grammar no NOTHING!! plots? what plots? i just want WORDS WORDS WORDS.. man dennis.. maybe i should TOTALLY write that new finnegans wake as you suggested.. you really got me at het up right there!! could i be as tortured as virginia or james? EVERY. SINGLE. FUCKING. WORD. mattering.. picking words like mixing colors for a master copy and shiznittle? OHMYGOD SHOULD I USE THAT SIENNA!!? SHOULD I USE THAT CAD RED!? every single word counts.. like ohmygod, SPENDING HOURS AND HOURS CONTEMPLATING EVERY SINGLE WORD!!! dennis, do you contemplate every single word? agota said she just sat down and wrote and then compiled it all later.. who is the opposite? who fights over every single fucking word it's meaning, its EVERYTHING locked away in a room with like a BALCONY. and chiffony curtains flying through the room like SAINT ELMOS FIRE and like.. with quills and ink all over EVERYTHING!! or like that scene in the HOURS where viriginia/nicole is sitting in her room with like THOUSANDS OF PAGES surrounding here GOING MAD and writing like this!!!!!! clarissa.................................................................................. clarissa.................................................................................................................................................................................................iiiiis.............................................................................................................................................................................................................no thats not right.............................................. clarissa.................................................................................................................goes............................................................................................................................................................
hahahaha!! and it takes her like 5 days to write the craziest most emotionally loaded nonsense ever!!!!!!
man i love that... i think thats how i should write from now on.. starting.......... NOW!

6:31 PM  
Blogger Tosh said...

"Friday on My Mind" indeed. Work is not the worst thing in the world - unless you are doing something creative and it takes every bit of your energy to do that work. And that lies the problem. Retail work is good for creative people - but also incredibly draining as well. After 8 hours on the job -plus the time it takes for you to go home - and a little bit of social life - and bingo! Where's that creative time for one to do the 'real' work?

I always had this problem and I really look up to poets/artists like Boris Vian (worked as an engineer and in the record business) Frank O'Hara (the museum world), and so forth.

My ideal day is a day without time. I wake up, have a leisure breakfast, a walk around the block - and then into the office. Take a nap in the afternoon, do some reading. Watch YouTube for inspiration (Am I wrong that this site is the reason why the Internet was invented?) - a little bit of more work - and bingo a little night life - get back in time to do a little bit more of work (in that high state) and then to a restful sleep.

I don't have this lifestyle, but I really want it. But everyone thinks I do ..... so the image is very important. So therefore when you speak to people:

1) Tell them you don't work, but you volunteer your time at the nearest independent bookstore for research purposes

2) You are deep in research to find out how to destroy the 8 hour work day. And you actually have to work 8 hours a day to figure this out for ony the good purpose to expose this charade

Oh one more thing, Mishima was famous for starting his 'writing and creative' work at Midnight. He would work till dawn - get up at 1ish in the afternoon. Do social stuff, go out at night - but comes back at exactly at Midnight to do writing, etc. I think that is a reasonable schedule. But of course he was rich... Hmm there must be another way!

7:44 PM  
Blogger Tosh said...

I would love to have that 12 mix of "Wave Goodbye..." with the longish oboe solo. Is it on any Soft Cell collection or 12 inch collection. Once in awhile I try to locate this recording - but so far failed. The Oboe solo is a great part of the record. It's a crime that it isn't out on the market.

Also Scritti Politti made a fantastic 12 inch recording that went on forever. Something off their underrated "Songs to Remember" album. I can't remember the song - but the 12 inch version is incredible. A great groove of a record and that too has disappeared into the 12 inch mix vinyl dump.

7:48 PM  
Blogger ignacio said...

SUBITO, SUBITO a novel by I. Fontana


1. Suddenly, he was married and addicted to heroin. These two matters seemed to have nothing to do with each other but they took place at approximately the same time.

2. Suddenly, as he reviewed the entire history of the world and his place in it he saw that he was a failure, his life was over at age 25. It was a reasonable judgment to think this. He had no talents, he had shot his wad. He had used up all his luck.

3. Suddenly, his best friend, a guitarplayer, went deaf. This was mysterious and sad and sort of comic and profoundly boring all at the same time, since this friend continued to take part in conversations with no clue, and still tried to play the guitar. The friend went to an acupuncturist but that didn’t help.

4. Suddenly, he just wanted to stay in bed. He didn’t want to get dressed. His bed seemed very large but the plates and books and needles began to pile up. Suddenly his wife began sleeping in the other room, on the couch, falling asleep with the television still on.

5. Suddenly, he was always tired but he couldn’t get enough sleep. More heroin seemed like the logical solution and once he was high he felt drowsy... in this way many hours passed. Sometimes he would doze off. As long as he had heroin he was okay.

6. Suddenly, he was impotent and his wife was annoyed with him. He tried to persuade her to blow him and be patient, because by “impotent” he meant that he could sort of get it up he just couldn’t come, and he didn’t stay real hard for long, but his wife grew weary of the situation and although he urged her to continue she said that she was bored.

7. Suddenly, there was all this pounding upstairs. He was too passive to pound back, or investigate, and the pounding just went on and on. Maybe it served some purpose. It was annoying. Eventually it stopped.

8. Suddenly, he hadn’t gone outside in about three months. His dealer came to his home, and told him long stories about other people [whom he understood to be junkies]: these stories never ended happily. The dealer laughed a lot. He mentioned famous people he had known, or once met. He repeated himself, or that’s how it seemed. Some girl was once at a party at some rich people’s house, and she fell into their aquarium, breaking the glass so that beautiful rare fish and water splashed all over the floor. This kept happening.

9. Suddenly, the doorbell rang but there was nobody there. It might have been FedEx .

10. Suddenly, he dropped a large knife onto his foot. It cheered him up as bright raspberry-red blood came out of the wound. He felt like he had survived a fight with a murderer. He was tough. He had been stabbed but he was okay. He laughed out loud. His wife was annoyed at all the blood tracked on the kitchen floor, which as it dried was starting to turn brown. She talked to him in French, which he could not understand. His best friend sat at the coffee table, reading a magazine with great concentration, moving his lips.

11. Suddenly, he decided not to stay in bed anymore, but to lie instead out on the couch. He took over the remote and his wife and best friend now had to watch what he wanted to watch instead of their own favorite shows. But he thought the truth was that he was becoming interested once more in the outside world.

12a. Suddenly, he saw a girl on the television screen with enormous round impressively enhanced breasts, and he ignored his wife’s predictably sarcastic comment [which was in French. Something like “Putain!”]. He decided to kick heroin and make porn videos in L.A. He sent his best friend out to buy a bottle of wine, a Merlot, and then later on persuaded his wife to drink some of this, while he heroically delayed his next dose of heroin [for a reason].

12b. Suddenly, he was wrestling with his wife on the couch. She wasn’t cooperating with his ambition, and she was stronger than she looked. “Stop it!” she said, so he did. Then his deaf best friend came in, and his wife wept big tears while his deaf best friend announced in a loud voice, “SO WE’RE IN LOVE!!!”

13. Suddenly, he was in an automobile. He was a passenger, turning around in his seat to gaze back at where he had been, at the road as it receded behind him, gray, everything was gray, but it gave him a headache to look back like this for very long. It’s amazing, how all these people drive their cars around every day without getting in more wrecks.

8:23 PM  
Blogger paradigm said...

wow ignacio, that piece is brillant. brought tears to my eyes (adding to the effect of some kinda blue playing in the background)

did you write it?

also atheist, having heard what everyones said i would like to read your novel too.

9:10 PM  
Blogger gregoryedwin said...

tired always and.
but also naseous.
also yes also.
hello comes everyone.
four days.
almost.
will there be tears?
there will be tears.
what about ham? no one mentioned ham. no one ever mentions ham.
too bad.

9:24 PM  
Blogger Dynomoose said...

This is my favorite theme day EVER.

11:20 PM  
Blogger Dynomoose said...

Statictick,
errrrr.....
uhhhhh.....
Where am I staying?

11:21 PM  
Blogger Dynomoose said...

michaelkaro,
Maybe it's ear-slicing screaming or the sound of a gunshot...

11:24 PM  
Blogger atheist said...

just dashing off so i'll be AWOL for a bit but i'd love to paradigm - my email address is atheism1@hotmail.co.uk, if you email me i'll email it to you when you get back.
PS vomitingghosts & ignacio, i just love what you've put on the sites here today - just amazing stuff, i loved reading the posts xx

11:25 PM  
Blogger rigby101 said...

ignacio - excellent.. like antonio says.. cut out the filler
gregory - hope all went well and there won't be any tears.. but i'll take the ham.. i'm starving ;)

11:58 PM  
Blogger Land of the Bat said...

Hi. Isn't it amazing how different the same piece of text can be with different music playing behind it? All good.

11:59 PM  
Blogger 5stringaphasia said...

Dennis,

How about those Gosch photos? More Mischa!!! New Danielewski Sept. 9, sounds readable maybe. I'm ordering Guide and another tomorrow

11:59 PM  
Blogger David C said...

A thousand thanks for the Haring/Burroughs insight - well I never! And what a delightful way to start the day.
Now this may be coincidence - but in the last month I've kept seeing references to kindertotenlieder (the original) everywhere - weird or what!
Hope you had a delightful weekend - I went to my first ever civil partnership ceremony, and it was lovely! Busy week ahead and will try and pop in and keep in touch but if not next week definitely.

12:36 AM  
Blogger Jheorgge said...

Hi Dennis and all,
My screen name is inspired by the John/Jhon/Jhonn Balance playfulness, so George becomes Jheorgge (tho I guess I kept my name, his name was really Geoff).
I think any day with Burroughs invovled is a winner- this Valley book is entirely new to me, and very beautiful, so thanks for posting it; Haring's drawings are remarkable, vicious and cute together, I love it.
I'm trying to think of what to do for my birthday (tis on Wednesday), I want to have some kind of gathering where I insist on everyone wearing suits/gowns and an animal mask, just so I can take a bunch of good photos, and pretend my house is an urban woodland..I dunno.
I also have to try to get some money to help me out for the next year while I do my masters degree in screenwriting, a total last minute idea which I really hope will pay off in terms of helping me get a tv writing job in the US (i'm moving to NYC next year).
So, that's what's new with me just now, how about you? What you up to today, Dennis and anyone?

x

1:23 AM  
Blogger Jax said...

jheorgge, is this Mark Grindle's Screenwriting course in Edinburgh? If so, say hi to him from me - very cool guy, really knows his stuff too:)

2:11 AM  
Blogger Jheorgge said...

It is, aye. Will do sir. He is a very nice chappie, been very kind to me.

2:33 AM  
Blogger ignacio said...

i watched "ast days" by gus van sant a few days ago and keep putting it back in the dvd-player because the guitar-playing on the menu loop is so cool. the beginning sounds like an end so it forms a perfect loop.

i liked the film a lot........though i'm sure one very strong reaction i had won't be shared that much. the character (lukas haas?) who puts on "venus in furs" and then sings along with it.....i didn't feel like he remotely "felt" that song if he was singing along with it like that......he didn't have the right. later on he sings along with again and some of the parasitical hangers-on even dance to it, which seemed like a parody of not understanding or responding to the song but just treating it as another "greatest hit" or golden oldie, this time with the added cachet (for this particular demographic) that it's haha "transgressive" --- in that way that word is a form of kitsch.

kitsch = the twice-shed tear. you see yourself experiencing the emotion.....which is why inverted commas start to pop up around everything as any real sentiment recedes and recedes.........

3:51 AM  
Blogger ignacio said...

"last days"

3:52 AM  
Blogger PIMPINAINTEASY said...

This is the new trendy Beauty Supply to be shopping at!!

2:36 PM  

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